Promises only work if actually keep them...

Oy Vey. I was doing really well, working out everyday, eating right, all that crap and then last Wednesday, one of the boys I sit for gets sick and stays home from school that day as well as Thursday and I end up not working out because I'm gone from 6am till 7pm and I basically just want to go to bed when I get home, then by Friday I am so exhausted that I end up coming home from work in the morning and basically napping until I have to go back so at this point I've done diddly squat since Tuesday (which was actually a really good day). After doing a baby sized workout on Saturday morning, I went to my boyfriends' place for Memorial Day weekend with every intention to take full advantage of the gym in his apartment complex, sadly I was distracted by laziness, ice cream and sex and since then I have been eating like crap and today will be the first day in my return to my workout schedule. I know I need to stick to it because once the boys are done with school on Friday, I'm not going to have the majority of the day to waste before finally getting to my workout right before showering and heading to work and I want to keep it up because I was finally starting to see some changes and I want to keep it up. I really need to just buckle down and do it to it.

It hurts so good.

I think this is a first for me, I worked out anyway despite being miserably sore from the day before, and it didn't suck. In fact, it made me feel awesome. Progress feels good and even if I can't actually see any progress on my body yet despite having been keeping up a fairly regular workout and healthy eating regime for about February, I know it's there. That said, I think that my biggest problem is that I tend to spend a good portion of my day sitting and looking at fitness stuff on Pintrest and then I watch a bunch of Jenna Marbles videos and then I finally start working out, when I could have started working out at the beginning of the day and then doing the silly crap afterward. I will certainly try to work on it. So far, very good week. Going through some weird emotional stuff so it's definitely making me feel better.